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posting is better than cleaning gross toilets

1.Your Cell phone? broken


2. Your significant other? busy


3. Your hair? long


4. Your mother? friendly


5. Your father? oye


6. Your favorite thing?


7. Your dream last night? strange


8. Your favorite drink? coffee


9. Your dream/goal? run


10. What room you are in? upstairs


11. Your hobby? cookbooks


12. Your fear? unknown


13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? warm


14. Where were you last night? saveon


15. Your heart? ticking


16. Muffins? yum


17. Wish list item? huge


18. Where you grew up? Terrace


19. Last thing you did? ate


20. What are you wearing? pjs


21. Your TV? off


22. Your pets? furry


23. Friends? good


24. Your life? breathe


25. Your mood? soso


26. Missing someone? always


27. Car? Truck


28. Something you're not wearing? sweater


29. Your favorite store? salleyann


30. Your favorite color? pink


31. Your motto? wanna


32. Something you say all the time? letsgo


33. When is the last time you laughed? today


34. Last time you cried? days


35. Who will resend this? maybe


36. One place that I go to over and over? .. bed


37. One person who emails me regularly? facebook


38. Favorite place to eat? home


39. Why you participated in this survey? JeNNy


40. What are you doing tonight? dance



now i must go clean the bathroom...

..so many other things i would rather do...

one whole day without a sniff of coffee.

Although i did hold yesterdays old timmys, which i left in my truck that was over half full . .. i just held it .. like an old dead dear friend .... an old dead dear cold friend . . very cold friend.


tired?

tired ??

TIRED you ask?


there is no real words to describe how tired i am.

its ... its the tired you do not control... you just shut down. and fall asleep.. not at the best moments.. but moments non-the-less. arrg.

oye... i repeat to myself hourly.... its not heroin girl, you'll learn to live without it!

its painfully tiring...... and i am looking toward...forward..to the light... .... .. . somewhere down this mess of a long tube ... there is a light.... right jenny??


jenny..




ps.. so awesomely good to have my bud home. i so missed her. smile.
so give a waahoo for the girl thats back in town!! JESSICA!!

when is enough .. enough?

feels like it should be enough when it comes to poop. Especially when it comes to poop.

our sewer is not working again.

really .. i think we should just have an outhouse .. well at least when its full.. you'd know. It wouldn't be a big awful surprise .. Just look before you shit. You'd have plenty of warning.
(start with a rather deep hole - one that could hold enough all through the frozen months)

oye... needless to say .. it is getting fixed... again... more... still..... until then i guess we will just stink like .. ...