Friday, February 13, 2009

one whole day without a sniff of coffee.

Although i did hold yesterdays old timmys, which i left in my truck that was over half full . .. i just held it .. like an old dead dear friend .... an old dead dear cold friend . . very cold friend.


tired?

tired ??

TIRED you ask?


there is no real words to describe how tired i am.

its ... its the tired you do not control... you just shut down. and fall asleep.. not at the best moments.. but moments non-the-less. arrg.

oye... i repeat to myself hourly.... its not heroin girl, you'll learn to live without it!

its painfully tiring...... and i am looking toward...forward..to the light... .... .. . somewhere down this mess of a long tube ... there is a light.... right jenny??


jenny..




ps.. so awesomely good to have my bud home. i so missed her. smile.
so give a waahoo for the girl thats back in town!! JESSICA!!

6 Comments:

At 11:21 p.m., February 13, 2009 , Blogger Jenny said...

You're going off of coffee?? Are you feeling logged down like I was??
How was it seeing Jess?? I bet you are so excited!!!
Let's get together for a tea/coffee date!! I'm in Kitimat tomorrow night.
Hope you had a fantastic date night with your hunny!!! Have a blast tomorrow night!! I hope you dance your socks off...or rather cute shoes off!!!
:)

 
At 11:25 p.m., February 13, 2009 , Blogger joni said...

yes.

and yes and yes.

Jenny i cant even handle how friggen tired i am.

does it ever leave??

i wish you were coming .. would be sooo much fun with you as well.. we got a group of gals coming .. if you change your mind let me know...

and just call me when you have time.. and yes .. tea would be great.

 
At 11:37 p.m., February 13, 2009 , Blogger Darci said...

I'm a Chai Tea addict :) you should try it?
I love the smell of coffee beans, not a fan of the flavor though for some odd reason. God bless on your journey.

 
At 4:51 p.m., February 14, 2009 , Blogger Jenny said...

I'm heading into Kitimat to watch some chick flicks with my mom.
Have fun!!!
If it's nice Monday morning we should walk and then go to Timmies...I'll phone you tomorrow.
Get some rest somehow this weekend!!!
Love you

 
At 12:18 p.m., February 15, 2009 , Blogger Anita said...

Your bravery is too much for me to handle!
I'm pretty sure I'd die without coffee right now... shrivel up and die. (Not helping I'm sure...)
I'm usually all about chai (as you know) but lately I need the full octane stuff or my ass can't get lift-off from the couch. I would sell my liver for some sleep... do you need a liver???

I'm proud of you. It will get better, and better and better still. You will overcome (this is where you strike the superman pose) and you will forget what it was like to depend on that vile brew.
Just promise nobody will ever find you sucking on an old coffee filter... I know how desperate situations can sometimes call for desperate measures ;)

 
At 7:15 p.m., February 15, 2009 , Blogger joni said...

LMAO Anita you are too much.

Thank goodness we only brew the real stuff .. with a bodum..so no filters around here....hehe
Although there are those old tossed grounds outside my kitchen window..
shutter shutter...

Sunday and sunny, no place to have to be.. so it did seem the perfect day for drinking some joe with the hubby... but we just sloshed through more herb tea.. and then i had a fit of bananas which lead to spoons of organic honey... oye...

i am no superwoman that is certain.

Anita.. we do what we have to .. .. in your shoes.. i would be a zombie even with the good stuff. you hang in there!

~Spring is coming~

 

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