....small quite ranty..

well who reads your blog??

i don't really know.. i don't know if i really care?

i haven't given my life over to the blog?.. i do share at times a bit of who i am or want to be or wish i was...or who i was....


sharing bits of pieces of life.

glimpses of wiebeville life.


but what if there were spy's.

others.

the outsiders of what you thought .. who might be reading and who is reading.

just because one 'pretends' they don't care... does it mean they don't?

and just because you chose to think you 'know' who reads your blog .. ha .. doesn't mean that is it.

humm... it does put a cap on it a bit more.

it does make one wonder... ponder... just a little more.

arrg maybe i do care?


i blog and love it.. i blog and i hate it.


sigh... its because a blog resembles a date book.. and journal keeper.. a a a oh you know i am going to say it --A DIARY--!!!!!(mercy no one likes the word diary...its just lame)


so we tend to overlook... just a little .. shy away from the real thought that there are others.
But they are peering in whether we acknowledge them or not.

they are here. .. and we are ok with it. (or we would have gone private)
we are good with it because until they break there code of silence we can pretend we are read by our friends, by our friends friends... our kind blog mates.....

....oh but they are out there reading .. murmuring .. having quiet little chats.... raising an eyebrow.. grimacing and disapproving ... just maybe even a little silent laughter.. shaking their heads at our thoughts or nodding in agreement.. hearing our rants, seeing our victory's.. successes .. our failures....

and they will be back waiting for updates and tracking our lives...


and as long as they are quiet.... we blog on... with caution... or freedom... we do blog on.